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I will fall in the void, fall in the void, just to avoid


Late Evening Snow
#1
Adventurer
01-10-2023, 06:55 PM
for @Delgata

The vulnerability he felt itched on his skin uncomfortably. As if a comforting veil was lifted and he was now bare to the elements he had grown so accustomed to. As though a blinding light was shone in his eyes and he, in response, scurried back into the darkness he was so accustomed to; and like a cockroach he fled the light to find a new pile of shit to hide within and this pile of shit was the woman who had approached him from the glacier moments before Blackfoot's arrival.

Kindly offering aid if he needed any.

As far as he knew, he needed help. Unfortunately for her... it was perhaps not the kind of help she was offering.

A low chuff erupted from his maw every so often as he stalked along the pack's borders, hoping to draw only one individual's attention out of the group.

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#2
Counsellor
01-10-2023, 07:02 PM (This post was last modified: 01-10-2023, 07:44 PM by Delgata. Edited 1 time in total.)
She had just finished a hunt, bringing the carcass of a small doe back to the borders when she heard a call, vaguely familiar. It wasn’t who she thought it was, right? Curiosity got the better of her and sure enough, there stood the aggressive and rude male from before.

Dropping the food, she would cock her head to the side, standing a few feet away on an attempt to give him some space, though making sure to come from his good side. ”Well hello again, dear. What can I help you with?” Regardless of how he acted to her, she still believed he deserved some kindness. ”Do you need me to fetch someone?” Surely he was here to see the leader or someone important, right?

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#3
01-10-2023, 07:15 PM
Thankfully it didn't take long for her to answer.

Unfortunately for her... she was out hunting. To him, it was a favourable sight that she may be tired.

He could still walk away. This was a mistake. He would be spitting in the face of Blackfoot should he follow through with his desires here. With the wicked thoughts swirling around in his head.

As if he were a passenger of his own body, listening to a different voice as he uttered. “I'm here for you. I need help.” There were no falsities in that statement. He did need help - but it was the voice that skewed the desire for something else. Using hers and his vulnerability as if another part of him parted in this moment as he, passively sat by and watched.

Too weak and tired to do a damn thing about it. To fight it.

With a tilt of his head he silently urged her to walk with him... away from the safety of her borders.

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#4
Counsellor
01-10-2023, 07:27 PM (This post was last modified: 01-10-2023, 07:44 PM by Delgata. Edited 2 times in total.)
She cocked her head to the side slightly as she watched him. Hearing him ask for help caught her off guard, but she had a problem with always wanting to see the best in people. And so, as he gestured for her to follow, she nodded. ”Of course. Give me one moment.” She would move to drag the carcass across the border, stashing it behind a tree so another loner wouldn’t take it on her absence. If nothing else, another pack member might come across it and drag it back to camp.

With that done, she would move back over to him, starting to follow him. Her guard wasn’t up and instead, she would choose to walk beside him unless he pulled ahead of her. ”Is everything alright?” There was concern in her voice, though she had only met him once.

She had no clue what was on his mind, and simply accepted to meet with him, hoping to ease whatever burdened him.

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#5
01-10-2023, 07:35 PM
In her innocence she followed.

They walked side by side, away, further away from prying eyes, from anyone who would and could help her from him. He purposely walked by her side with his marred face to her, the side he often tried to hide and now - was a silent warning. A sign that he was not quite himself - a sign he wished she would see, but incapable of reading.

There was a sick comfort in the familiarity of this - one he felt cold to.

Slow to answer her genuine concerns, he dragged her along. Giving only breadcrumbs to follow. “I'm broken.” Words honest despite his fraudulent actions.

As he spoke there was no emotion. He was a machine going through the motions with sprinkles of corrupted honour laced in every motion and word uttered. A confusing dance even for him even as he internally screamed for her to run. To find shelter and the guards of her pack to dissuade him.

“Maybe you can fix... for a little while.” Muscles tensed as they walked.

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#6
Counsellor
01-10-2023, 07:44 PM
She followed him, noting that he purposely put her on the side of his face that had be disfigured, though she didn't say anything about it. His words made her heart hurt, and she wanted nothing more than to help him if she could. "What has you so broken that you came to see me? You didn't seem very willing last time." Something severe must had happened, at least that's what she assumed. 

Glancing over at him, she would slow to a stop, turning to look at him. She didn't know what he had in mind, but she would aim to take a step towards him, her body slightly lower than his in an attempt to not scare the clearly on edge man. "I want to help you, regardless of who you are you don't deserve the anguish you're clearly going through." She would let out a soft sigh, "What do you need of me dear?" Her voice carried concern and care, much like a mother speaking to a crying child.

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#7
Paladin
01-10-2023, 07:55 PM
There was every option he could walk away. Wander and let his breath soothe the black fire that burned in his chest. The way she spoke was like that of a mother, soothing, so kind. And he was here to take it from her. To use her kindness and force it into the holes he wished to fill for a moment before it too was corrupted by the hatred he felt.

She stopped, and after a few hesitant steps. Knowing very well he should continue to walk, to leave her behind and yet he came to a halt. Breathing out the toxic fumes he held into the cold winter air, the white staining the air. She stepped closer and her intoxicating smell, her voice, muddled by the instinctual desire bred into him from the beginning. That same beast he fought was brought back by his weakness.

“Undskyld.” Perhaps as he turned to gaze at the woman cloaked in white, a fleeting glance into those bright, caring curelean eyes she could maybe have seen the sorrow. The fear. Quickly cloaked by the everlasting frigidity he hid himself in before lunging with the sole desire to overpower the woman.

Don't fight it.

It will be over soon.

Help me find myself again.

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#8
Counsellor
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01-10-2023, 08:24 PM
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The moment he turned to look at her, she saw the fear, the sorrow in his face. That was when she knew something was wrong. It took her a moment to register what he had said, but before she could react, he had already pounce on her. Her body was pinned under him, though she didn't fight him. It was something about the way he apologize, the way his sad eyes pierced her that caused her to lay there looking up at him, her heart pounding in her chest. 

"I'm not going to fight you.... but there's other ways for you to feel something." She kept her bright blue eyes trained on him, sadness and compassion in her gaze, though fear lingered there behind them. "How about we make a deal." She took a breath before continuing unless he stopped her. "You stated that this would only help you for a while, though you're not the only one that is lonely. You can take what you need if it will make you feel better, but I want you to try something new in your free time, perhaps relax on the beach, or lay under the stars, anything to see if it will help you." 

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#9
Paladin
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01-10-2023, 08:51 PM
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For her sake, she didn't fight it.

Like a ragdoll in his grasp, she accepted the fate coming her way. At least the snow wouldn't be painted red this time around and instead with only the putrid colours of his sinful act. One that his father would grin at. One that fulfilled his task as a barbarian during their pillaging years. Take, and take more. Give nothing back.

But she spoke.

And he paused.

Letting her words sink in but it only enraged the mask he wore. Letting slip a growl to silence the woman as he grabbed her scruff to silence her maw in the snow. This was no lovely poem. Not a story to tell children of happy endings.

Instead he greedily took what he wanted. Filling the void he felt like a child forcefully fitting a square piece into a triangle slot of their toy. It wasn't perfect, it wasn't beautiful, but he'd make it work. Taking his time to get lost in the feeling of familiarity in this moment to numb that sensation brought on by Blackfoot's acknowledgement.

And he'd continue to use the woman until there was no need to anymore. Until he was tired. Who knew how long it took, there was no awareness as he lost himself in the euphoria. It was only once it was all over did he press into her once more, a masked whine within a growl as though apologizing once more - and in a sick way, thanking her before moving off. Preparing for retaliation in the moment as he backed away.

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01-10-2023, 09:24 PM (This post was last modified: 01-10-2023, 09:25 PM by Delgata.)
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She knew what she was getting herself into, so she just let it happen. It was a sweet release for the both of them, a good distraction, but that was it. There was no love between them and she hardly thought they would see each other again. I’m reality, she was fine with that, but she hoped that her words would resonate with him somewhere down the line.

She wasn’t sure how long it took, but when he pulled away, she would hiss slightly at the pain and stiffness in her body. She heard his growl and could have sworn there was a whine within it, but she could very easily be hearing things. Nonetheless, she watched him leave, sighing before laying her head down and letting her body relax.

She would wait long after he was out of sight, waiting until her body recovered slightly before she would make her way back home, a small void filled but another hole forming.

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