03-29-2021, 06:22 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-29-2021, 07:22 PM by Jarilo. Edited 1 time in total.)
Kignitak, a depth of a dream whispered in his ear. Reflexively, another piece of him could answer.
“Blackfox,” he murmured out loud to himself.. realizing he had stopped what he was doing mid-step to say so, the borderland forests of this mountain spread thick around him, not far from where he centered around a thicket. He blinked slowly, thinking. It was just getting chilly, but fresh; the sun had only just left. He swallowed thickly, realizing how faraway he had just sounded, and that now, he was terribly distracted. Blackfox. That was.. that was..
Him.
He had not felt so sure before, not since waking anew here at the entrance of that odd cave. But now there was Saviguk here, and Jarilo was struck with the realization that he had no ulaq to usher him towards, no true store of resources to help the boy rebuild his comfort and health in. The spring was new yet, the greens hardly new, so it was fair giving the timing of the year, but that wasn't even at all what bothered him. It was how he felt this, how.. he knew about these missing things in the first place, it so very suddenly highlighted a very important absence to both him and the young boy who wore his own likeness so well. Fuck... mentally, he seethed, jaw aching because he couldn't get it to all come clear and that stung.
But what did remain was going forward, and he couldn't fret over his newly-resurfaced son at all hours. If he could get his shit together well enough to focus, he hoped to hunt something fresh for them both.. but a brisk walk with the deepening night would have to do for right now.
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“Blackfox,” he murmured out loud to himself.. realizing he had stopped what he was doing mid-step to say so, the borderland forests of this mountain spread thick around him, not far from where he centered around a thicket. He blinked slowly, thinking. It was just getting chilly, but fresh; the sun had only just left. He swallowed thickly, realizing how faraway he had just sounded, and that now, he was terribly distracted. Blackfox. That was.. that was..
Him.
He had not felt so sure before, not since waking anew here at the entrance of that odd cave. But now there was Saviguk here, and Jarilo was struck with the realization that he had no ulaq to usher him towards, no true store of resources to help the boy rebuild his comfort and health in. The spring was new yet, the greens hardly new, so it was fair giving the timing of the year, but that wasn't even at all what bothered him. It was how he felt this, how.. he knew about these missing things in the first place, it so very suddenly highlighted a very important absence to both him and the young boy who wore his own likeness so well. Fuck... mentally, he seethed, jaw aching because he couldn't get it to all come clear and that stung.
But what did remain was going forward, and he couldn't fret over his newly-resurfaced son at all hours. If he could get his shit together well enough to focus, he hoped to hunt something fresh for them both.. but a brisk walk with the deepening night would have to do for right now.
the staff team luvs u