09-16-2021, 02:24 AM
for @Eserine ♡
again she left the mountain-haunt;
away from the vague, old comfort she still perhaps found in being untrusted. she could almost say it felt like home — but home for her had been nowhere, and everywhere, for she had always been found. and on that mountain, she was never allowed high up enough to feel how ungainly she'd let herself become; never enough to, for once, let herself feel larger than she had any right to be. so she dragged her paws around the snow-silver rivers, run off from always-winter. circled the old place where they had all first found her. felt it all; cold floral scents and frost and hollow everything.
and then she had left ( for now ) and wandered the unending white; thought of what, if anything, she might be able to bring back to appease to the better nature of that raven's peak and pack.
away from the vague, old comfort she still perhaps found in being untrusted. she could almost say it felt like home — but home for her had been nowhere, and everywhere, for she had always been found. and on that mountain, she was never allowed high up enough to feel how ungainly she'd let herself become; never enough to, for once, let herself feel larger than she had any right to be. so she dragged her paws around the snow-silver rivers, run off from always-winter. circled the old place where they had all first found her. felt it all; cold floral scents and frost and hollow everything.
and then she had left ( for now ) and wandered the unending white; thought of what, if anything, she might be able to bring back to appease to the better nature of that raven's peak and pack.
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