It was flattering, he thought, M'Jakuna had always favored being seen as a wolf who was more than what many took his nature and stature to mean; that mattered more than those who took him for a beast or some barbarian for the practices he performed and the beliefs he held—as if religion meant your morals were sound, or as if staying within the comforts and confines of total neutrality meant you were unjust and cruel; if what he and his people stood for made them brutes in the minds of others so be it, he'd go to the grave believing what he knew was true. How he looked though? That ailed him more. A wolf dedicated to neutrality and, always, kindness when it was possible... it was unbearable to think he was something most hesitated around, or submitted to simply because of his presumed nastiness and force. All the more did he see it in this land where the wolves were smaller than most in his homeland, where the women and the men and the in-between were matched pound for pound, and he was known for being the Hovua's boy... the heart mother's boy... Amvrulao's sensitive one.
The relieved breath that left his chest was unfathomable. He hadn't known he was carrying such concern for Aika, that she'd feared him somehow or thought him worth befriending because the alternative would be unkind.
It meant this was reciprocated... Aika wanted to be alongside him for the same reasons he desired her company.
When Aika found herself at his side (and what a pleasant sight that was, he thought, for he imagined himself at hers) he made the idle move to lick gently over her ears just once, their height difference making it easy; as if he thought she'd take it slowly and his proposition would become a stroll.
No, no, he'd find she was faster than him in most ways but he would try.
A woman like her was worth the trying.
When she burst forward, he went after, his maw cracking into a smile as he raced after; sunlight beams but thresholds they raced through, the flowers an aromatic blur as petals flew and the wind whirled around them. M'Jakuna, for once, thought little of his worries and the weight he carried like a need was left so temporarily at the entrance of the grove.
All there was in this field was him and her.
And he quite thought he didn't want it any other way.
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