AVATAR CREDITS: @Uri
Name
Misha Antonov
Misha Antonov
Height
Tall (36)
Tall (36)
Fur Color
White, cream, light auburn
White, cream, light auburn
Sex & Gender
Male — Male/They/Them
Male — Male/They/Them
Weight
Medium (112)
Medium (112)
Eyes
Bright Emerald green
Bright Emerald green
Age
6 years (2018-03-02)
6 years (2018-03-02)
Build
Lean
Lean
Species
Eurasian Wolf (Moldovian variant)
Eurasian Wolf (Moldovian variant)
Appearance
Misha = Me-sha
#27ae60
A lean, but muscular, pretty-boy. He makes sure to always maintain quality with his fur and nails and thus is often seen grooming. Has an interesting habit of curling his tail in either an arch or just a slight curl. Has silver nails and pink pawpads. On his left hind foot, second toe from the left, he has a black spotted area on his pawpad that he hates/feels imperfect from. Misha's body language is snake-like, every movement is done with a purpose and he just oozes smiles of sorts that hold no warmth. His bright green eyes might be more startling than his brindle auburn tail. His body is more feminine than masculine and he takes pride from it. Only thing he hates about himself is that he's not taller like most from his homelands. Has a very pretty voice that does not match his ugly heart.
Personality
-Intelligence
-Manipulation
-Reflex/Dexterity
-Observant/Gathering Info
-Political Savant
-Anthropology
-Organization
-Boosting (or crushing) Morale
-Determined
-Strength
-Dishonest
-Dependent
-Messiah-Complex
-Hunting
-Manic
-Spoiled
-Identity Issues
-Envious
In this world, no flower is more beautiful than an artificial one
If you ask the reason, it's because everything is made of lies
a n t i p a t h y w o r l d
Drops of despair rain on my umbrella
and dampen both my bangs and the underside of my heart
How annoying
Before I knew it, my words had already withered completely
Sincerity has become ripened for me
Reflected in the mirror,
I've lost myself behind the lies I've used as makeup
papparapappa~
rarappappa~
Let's have some fun
counting riddles?
tatattaratat~
tararattatta~
Why, oh why
are we dancing here?
I can't even understand this simple thing.
Just what am I?
Tell me
Even that
is touched by the claw of night,
Then vanishes like love
(Vanishes) (Vanishes)
I cried as I can't even say goodbye,
phony phony phony
Entwined in lies, I'm a
Phony
(antipathy world)
Before I knew it, the sound of emptiness began to echo annoyingly
The bias is melting you
Nobody recognizes the real me within the mirror,
instead mistaking me for the fake idol
Why is it that people live and swarm
while craving for a thing like love
I'm swimming in such a world today as well,
the night train is passing me by
Let's dance 'till we end
papparapap~
pararappappa~
Let's sing
and cheat on the riddles!
tatattaratat~
tararattatta~
Why, oh why
is there so much pain right here?
Completely, every day remains unchanged
The rain of despair will continue forever
I cried as I can't even say goodbye,
phony, phony, phony
I'm just entwined in lies
I can't understand even such a simple thing as this.
Just what am I?
Tell me
Even that
is touched by the claw of night,
Then vanishes like love
(vanishes) (vanishes)
Goodbye,
see you later,
I muttered,
phony, phony, phony
Entwined in lies,
I'm a
Phony
Only artificial flowers understand
the secret of the phony..
-English (Fluent)
-Russian (Fluent)
-Romanian (Fluent)
-Polish (Fluent)
-Ukrainian (Somewhat Fluent)
-Belarusian (Not Fluent)
-Bulgarian (Not Fluent)
-Czech (Fluent)
Misha is likely the most vain and spoiled wolf you will ever meet with a whole messiah complex. His energetic/youthful nature doesn't help any, often causing him to be pushy and relentless. Those he talk with are likely to be exhausted far before he's satisfied with whatever he's going on about. His upbringing has made him pretty sheltered in many ways, often expecting stuff to be served to him in a moments notice. He is also quite the flirt, and is always trying to charm someone for a fun time. Obviously, he will likely frustrate many with his personality, but oddly he never takes things personally. He may sulk but resentment is not an emotion he feels. He never seems to be one to anger either, be frustrated and a whiny bitch? Yes. The only time he shows such malice if someone speaks or treats their mother poorly.
The thing you have to really watch out for is his opportunistic and clever nature. It will not likely be a threat at first, but as he gets into the groove of his new lifestyle, he will sought to take all he can from others in the most passive of ways. Even others lives if he thinks he'll get something out of it. After all due to his past he already believes he's going to a hell, so why not increase the body count? His clever nature makes him speak and act in ways that benefit his opportunistic nature and as he sharpens his intelligence, it will become a terrifying metaphorical blade that's ready to stab you in the back. Misha can probably not have any truly 'normal' relationships. He will simply try to bleed you dry with all you have. If the other party is firm and able to combat him, however, then there may be a positive relationship built from respect. He gives it to few but when you earn it, he will have your back and may even preform a selfless act for you. It's the only time he would be selfless...well he's also known to be selfless to mothers and pups (but that's why he avoids them).
History
Misha was born in an area known for it's rough environment and poverty. Many packs were basically formed into an overall large pack. Happiness was sparse and anger and resentment was strong.
Misha had a mother and two sisters, his fathering having been a casanova you could say. The beginning of his life was normal there. Hanging out with friends and learning the ways to wolf. He did not like to hunt or fight and thus he focused more on entertaining others with lucid-like motions that his striped tail could make. Obviously wolves that focused more on entertaining than providing were loafed for the most part. But his mother never complained...much. However he could not keep this up forever, once he was two years old he was expected to shape up. The occupation/rank of entertainer was only for young wolves.
As he grew to a yearling he began to mature and learned the politics of the packs. A wolf named Nonna had been trying to make change for the better. But it was away from much of the spiritual beliefs and thus she was causing an uproar of fear and hatred. Despite the anger, their religious beliefs were strong, violence was feared, considered the gravest sin of all and so none tried to harm or stop Nonna's preaching. And Misha thought one day to himself, "Why don't I?" The motivation was not just from the sacrilege of Nonna, but from his own mother. She despised Nonna, and that was enough for a mama's boy like him. Maybe...maybe he was a bit calculative as well. Knew if he played his cards right there would be some sort of reward.
Now onto Nonna. He was young still and knew a brawl was to be avoided. Instead, he ripped her throat out when she slept and presented it to all. Misha became an instant messiah. Treated and spoiled like royalty with whatever he wanted. Be it food, love, or carried around. You see it was believed that if one were to ever kill another wolf then after you pass on from your mortal life you are damned for eternal suffering. Thus it was seen as Misha sacrificing his very being for the good of the others. And thus they wanted him to have the best life before death brings damnation. Misha obviously became very spoiled and self-centered with a certain paranoia about his upcoming demise.
Then one day the unthinkable happened for him. His mother passed away. Finding himself in a grieving trance, he suddenly woke up in a new world, confused, and ready to learn that his current spoiled-self was not gonna cut it here. Welcome to the real world.
Relationships
RomanceCurrent Partner(s): None
Crushes: On anyone that's attractive
Sexual Orientation: Pansexual
and likely to attempt a sort of Polyflexible behavior. But a strong wolf could stomp their foot down to get a more Monoflexible status from him.
Family
Mother: Waldeburg
Father: Unknown
Sister 1: Sasha
Sister 2: @Vera
Social Status
Andraste of Sanatorium
Misha+Andraste song: Bottom
-The One He Sold His Soul With To Replace What Was Lost-
wip/tbd
Draco of Sanatorium
-A Reminder of What is Missing-
wip/tbd
Altair from Empyrean
-The Protégé He Will Someday Claim-
wip/tbd
Vendrussel the Loner
-A Doll to be Discarded-
wip/tbd
Exalted of Sanatorium
-I Hate You Because I Am You-
wip/tbd
Scarecrow of Sanatorium
-The Family Pet He Hates-
wip/tbd
Alduin of Sanatorium
-New Hot Daddy-
wip/tbd
Nyra of Sanatorium
-wip-
wip/tbd
Moira of Sanatorium
-wip-
wip/tbd
Pack History
-Misha was born into the Mamaliga pack of the overall Moolt mega pack. (NPCs)-Has joined Sanatorium
Recent Location
Misha has most recently been in The Eye of Osiris, The Badlands.
Recent Threads
12-30-2021 I'm telling you, I miss the bad things in The Eye of Osiris
12-24-2021 The sands remember in The Badlands
12-28-2021 How Can I Believe In You When I Can't Believe In Myself? in The Eye of Osiris
12-30-2021 The way you hate me in The Eye of Osiris
12-07-2021 Don't decide - just think about it. in The Eye of Osiris
Skills
Achievements
Art Gallery
Fun Facts
-The name of Misha is hard to explain via the Russian variant. It's basically a question/confirmation of one who resembles god, basically "Who is like God?"-New/Current Themesong is Phony by Tsumiki (cover by Chogakusei)
-Concept and og themesong is Judas by Cage The Elephants Link
-The day of his birth is in reference to the day Judas sold out Jesus
-In general, heavy inspiration comes from Magdalen and Judas
-Favorite food is cabbage
