03-16-2022, 02:10 PM
(This post was last modified: 03-16-2022, 02:12 PM by Riannon. Edited 2 times in total.)
other tags for ref, AW-ish, but mostly for @Desa ♡
olen pelkuri;
she is wretched.
and she should not have flown so far out — when shame stiffened the tendering pieces of her body and turned any words on her tongue bitter ash. she takes a breath; not yet heavied by what grows in her yet she stands quiet and still, silhouetting against mornlight snows. finds a frore-laden pond, and then the great unending surge of winter veils, eventually.
she falls to daydreaming by it all, in the end; thinking of the boy @Helcaraxë that had not been hers but who had mended and broken her heart before his first true breath. thinking of the titan @Tiberius and how, for a moment, he had reminded her of whoever her shadowlove had once been. thinking of the rightful anger in @Valtyr, and the far, far too late counsel of @Olive gone unsought, unheard;
but she cannot let herself linger on the more delicate wonders of the blushpale @Eira, and what it is between them that she is wary to name. if he were here now —
her lone gray eye presses shut; wound as tightly as it can go, and remains so for several harried heartbeats before it finally narrows open.
whatever it is that stands before her remains blurrydark at the edges;
there might as well have been a spirit to call her name.
the staff team luvs u