“There's an invisible voice that is talkin' to me, and it's always tellin' me to kill”
A pent up ball of grimacing anger, Monster is quick to snap, though even quicker to regret his actions. As a child, he was often bullied and harassed for hurting those around him and always making an ‘excuse’, though they didn’t know of his true, underlying issue.
Due to this, the boy became reserved, cold, he isolated himself so he couldn’t hurt anyone else, and though it hurt in the beginning, he eventually became… numb to it, which has since seriously stunted his social growth due to such… trauma.
Unable to understand social cues or feel true empathy, Monster suffers from severe abandonment issues, though he has no idea. The boy is prone to violent and/or aggressive outbursts when left/abandoned, even if it isn’t long term. His self-esteem has plummeted drastically, and he believes it its his fault for being left.
Over time, the neglect and stress he felt had formed into something that felt like hell for the boy. Shouting, yelling, telling him it was his fault. Watching him while he slept. At first he thought it was just nightmares, but… It became real life, and Monster found himself becoming more angry… and aggressive… and it all fed into them.
An endless cycle he couldn’t break.
As a Yearling . . .
“I got a problem with separating what my head is creating from things that are real”
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As an Adult . . .
“I'm in a room, hyperventilating and debating to pop off the cap of these pills”
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